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a bit of OUAT thoughts

I have a feeling that the show-runners are going to kill me.
Don't get me wrong - I enjoy the show, but sometimes my negative emotions just get the best of me. I know, most people just watch the show and get over disturbing moments easily. I should learn to take it easy too. Maybe later.

Zelena's magical re-appearance caught me off-guard. I had been anticipating a flash-back to OZ or smth similar, but I was completely unprepared for the drama that filled the hospital scenes. Oh those scenes! Zelena's behaviour was disgusting, horrifying and so disturbing I nearly turned my TV off. I was scared. I wanted to run as far as could. Poor Rumple, he couldn't. His breathing, his heartbeat and him flatlining because of Zelena's behaviour were overwhelming. That was an awesome piece of acting, but it scared and drained me emotionally.

And the last episode made me even more upset and frustrated! Yeah, I know, I was too naive to actually think that Regina was a good girl. I didn't expect her to backslide like that! I mean, it's believable that she might use any means available to do what she thinks she has to do, but taking Belle's heart and making her say what she said - that was too much for me.
The well scene was the first scene they actually talk to each other. *sobs* And Belle has no memories about it now! *sobs* I loved how he showed her his heart. Intimate and sweet moment...and Belle has no memories about it! *sobs again*
Again, that was an awesome piece of acting, but it upset and drained me emotionally.
I hope tonight's episode brings a bit of light into the ocean of sadness and frustration I artificially created around myself.

A bit of lovely Belle to cheer up sobbing me and all who read through my ranting.


Mar. 15th, 2015

I suck at being an adult (c)
Every time I have some work to do at weekends I always find much more exciting things to do. Always.
That's my JOB, it gives me MONEY I need to do all other exciting stuff. Fuck.

Work - 10% done
Fun - 150% done

Well, this time I managed to do at least a tiny bit of what I had planned to do. Dear me.

Feb. 23rd, 2015

Last month I had a sort of an anniversary LOL

I love this project and I even met some new good friends there. I love postcards and it's always a great pleasure to open the mailbox and find some lovely cards there! I want to share some of the cards I enjoyed most:






Yeah, that one really came from Tuvalu. Unbelievable! :)


Jan. 11th, 2015

Yeah, I'm sort of late on my baking challenge. I lent my camera to my parents so that they could take some amazing photos in Thailand but I'm getting it back pretty soon. I plan to continue my challenge as soon as I get my camera back. It's so much more fun when I can take pictures no matter how bad they probably are! :D

OMG I have a hell to catch up here and on tumblr.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas time too!
A little make-up for the previous failure - orange cake


Now I can finally relax, make some tea and wait for the OUAT 4A finale. There's a truly nasty tendency for Rumbelle, they always get bad stuff happening to them at each mid-finale.

2.11 - Belle got shot and lost her memories
3.11 - Rumple died

And the spoilers are not very positive.



My baking challenge - week 3

So here comes the part when I fucked up spectacularly.

apple cranberry

That supposed to be an apple pie with cranberry, orange and cinnamon. Well, the flavour was delicious and all, but I must admit I underbaked the middle part of the pie. I dunno, after more than an hour in the oven it should have been baked properly. Maybe I should blame the apples that gave too much juice.


My baking challenge - week 2

This time I baked a chocolate+cherry cake. I wanted to use the cherry I found in my fridge, so I took a random recipe from a random cooking site LOL I think I'll change the recipe a bit, should I bake that cake again. It needs twice as more cherries and less chocolate.

chocolate cherry

Photos are not great, I know... :(


Christmas is coming

1. The first bunch of Christmas and NY gifts. I hope it will grow bigger! LOL


2.My Christmas “tree” this year will be a bit different from the one I had before:


I really love those reindeers, so they are staying,


but I feel I need some blue colour this year. Let’s see what I’ll find in local shops.

3. I’ve decided to do a sort of flesh mob – I’m going to bake a cake each weekend till the NY. Each time it has to be a new recipe that I haven’t tried before. This time I baked a chocolate cake which I should probably call The Chocolate “Welcome Diabetes” Cake, because it’s fabulously sweet! (and I suspect I didn't put enough stuffing in it, so it should be even more sweet).

welcome diabetes small

4. I wish there was an OUAT Christmas special. Something with no real purpose for the main plot, just a bunch of sweet home private scenes with the characters celebrating Christmas.

Nov. 10th, 2014

I'm currently trying to revive my tumblr. This bloody site is going to be the death of me! LOL
It's a huuuuuge and endless source of joy. *gets down to happy scrolling*


I'm not superstitious, but it seems that the beginning of this year really did set the tone of its whole run. I caught a terrible cold in Scotland and was ill during all my stay in London. I spent the whole January coughing, sneezing and running a temperature from time to time. Then after a month I came down with the flu. Somehow I managed to survive the summer in good health, but in September I got a cold again and had to take 3 days off at work. And now again! I've been ill for the whole week. I hate being stuffed up and all.

Get well, dearie!


Sep. 28th, 2014

Seeing someone else's comment with my own userpic in the rumbelle community gave me a weird feeling.

а perfect weekend

My favourite time of the year!

Some pictures from a local park.
sorry, heavy picsCollapse )

And my favourite plum pie
not from a park, obviously LOLCollapse )

Apr. 6th, 2014

The last episode of OUAT almost killed me, drained me emotionally. I can't find words to describe what I feel. I tried to think of smth, to share my opinion, but I simply can't. I don't know whether [Spoiler (click to open)]Neal's death is just a temporary twist of plot and he'll be back soon or he is really dead for good, but [Spoiler (click to open)]his death has been the most bloodcurdling moment of the show so far. A week passed, but my wound's still green. I don't know where to find enough strength for the new episode. I'm bloody sure it'll be sad and full of agony after what's happened to Neal. *cry*
Sorry, guys. I tried to come up with something positive and post some nice pics perhaps, but my mind keeps running on OUAT.

Jan. 16th, 2014

I think I'm recovering bit by bit.
Soon I'll start looking through the photos I took during my vacation and, maybe, I'll post some of them here. : -)
If they are any good, of course. Which I doubt very much, because it was raining almost all the time. ((

I quite liked Sherlock's finale. I don't think that [Spoiler (click to open)]Moriarty is alive. I think it is a joke played by the new great villain. Let's see.

Jan. 9th, 2014

I'm back. :-)
Unfortunately, I caught a severe cold in London 9 days ago and I still don't have any significant improvements in my health. :-( But my doctor put me on medication with antibiotics from now on, so I hope to recover soon.
The pills I was prescribed are made in the UK. What an irony indeed! ))

Watched Sherlock. S3 is different from S1 and S2, but I like it. I'm afraid of what the creators might have in store for Mary.